yay! took the sager test today. *... is that really yay?* and saw connie afterwards.

started watching "death of a salesman" in english. it's been... interesting. at first i didn't realized it was a play, so i was confused as to why they were staying in the first scene for like 30 mins... but then OH RIGHT ITS A PLAY. ... >.>;; i thought his memory-craziness was cool though. aaah, but i didn't take any notes >_< not sure if i understand all the symbols completely yet, so i didn't really want to write anything down... rawr, i suppose i ought to do more tomorrow, then.

writing next newspaper article on health and hygeine and sickness and stuff. lots of people are coming down with stuff, so i should prob have a bit to write on. if you've been sick recently, or know someone who has been sick *in dulles*, tell me! like... sickness/how it was caught/how it was recovereded from. that'd be cool if you did.

been cooking up an idea out of boredom recently... will show you guys if it goes anywhere.

i'm doing so bad in algebra... it stressed me out, but i can't bring myself to care enough to do better... ... the teacher moved me to the front of the room today *sigh*

played hangman with the guys in latin. so many friggin long acronyms... "intercontinental ballistic missile"?? the hell?? lucky kevin wasn't there, or he would have guessed my "larp" right away...

will study for algebra and sats today. wish i had time to work on cosplay...

yay! weekend! ... though i like... only had two days of school this week XD

must study for SATs and sager today and tomorrow. sager test and quiz on monday, and SATs... next week?? noooo ;_;

I find myself disliking the US Hist textbook more and more... the way they wrote it annoys me... >.>;;

*gaspzomg* finally got a hold of deadman's "in the direction of sunrise and night light" album. yayz XD one of the songs on there, "rip roll soil," was the one of theirs that i had discovered them with. i remember how pleasantly surprised i was when i first heard it... they have nice rythms... www.purevolume.com/deadman take a listen.

got some shoeses today... but i won't go into that mess...

think we're going to watch "the good year" tonight. i hadn't realized that it was a ridley scott film... O_o;; i'm always so amazed at what a wide range of film types he does...

i bought a jigsaw puzzle of LOST for my mom as a christmas present... o_o most difficult puzzle i've ever attempted. there's no one complete picture, just pieces of different stuff, so it's taking awhile to come together... but i discovered a secret detail today! small accomplishment, but it was kind of exciting ^^ ~it has to do with the medicine~

pink eye is mostly cleared up... puu... i never got to make my eye patch... *cry*

jac was mucho fun yesterday. not very many people came, so less of the noisy people. yayz. *feels mean* but it was nice, and ms tata was in a good mood, and xxxholic was cool even with the technical difficulties.

i really need to quit obsessing over him. i don't mean to do, but i do. at first, i thought i was developing a new sort of taste, something painted and red, but i realized that it's all to do with him. it's like i'm trying to remind myself of him, but still- i shouldn't try to turn myself into that person. he'd probably be annoyed by it, and i don't want that.

dot dot dot

that went WELL.

... not. -.-

sooooooo..... i went to school today! yay! i was excited to get to see people again. i really wanted to get those quizzes out of the way... i swear, they've been looming over my head all week, and i haven't really taken advantage of this extra time to study... *sleep is more important!* anyhoo..

i got to first period, and immediately settled it with mr. sager that i would make up the quiz after school today. went into said class and yay! get to see juliann and vanessa and michelle. whee. except juliann was all like: dude, your eye is pink... you don't have pink eye do you? --haha, i hope not. ... that would kind of suck... it's prob just from sleep, but i can touch you just in case i do have it. --- nooo! stay away from me!

lesson was interesting. it gave me an idea about a hurricane... this might be what i've been looking for...

second period. went to bathroom to wash eye, figured it would be okay after that. went to class, worked on stuff for ms. botros some more. ms. failla was annoying as usual...  it annoys me when she holds her teaching degree over the students' heads because she never really teaches... i swear, she's like a permanent sub. >P

third period. expected to walk in, get my makeup work from ms. herrera, and then complain to neel about being sick, since all he ever does is complain. i should get a turn, right?

uh, no. i'd barely stepped foot in the classroom before being sent to the nurse.

why?

pink eye.

...

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two periods! TWO PERIODS! what the hell??!!

gah.

oh, but it might not be pink eye. i could just have a coronary infection. because, you know, that's so much better. are you getting the sarcasm here? do you sense the annoyance?!? because i'm annoyed!! so close! so close! i was so close to being better!

i mean, really! i thought i was just tired, but nooo, i was sick. and then i thought i was just a little sick, but no, i get a cough. and then a runny nose. and then i lose my voice. and my hearing. and my vision. watch- i'll get hit by a car tomorrow morning. i'm not going to school. i'll just suffer from malady after malady for the rest of the year and spend my life rotting away in bed. and if this counts towards exemptions, i swear, i'll rip this bloody pink eye out and serve it on an open platter to mr. hindt, saying, "HERE! TAKE YOUR BLOODY FREAKING EXEMPTIONS! I DON'T GIVE A BLOODY FREAKING CRAPCAKE!"

...

jk ^^;;

i'm really not all that upset. i find it quite amusing, actually, *in a masochistic sort of way* and it's fun to make a big deal out of things like these. i've an optometrist appointment scheduled for this afternoon, so, hopefully, i'll just get some antibiotic drops and have the whole thing done with.

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maa... no school today either... so BORING. >P it's nice to not go, but it really only makes things more troublesome when i return. can i just quit school? i could stay at home and sleep forever...

pfft.

sleep is hard when sick. had the worst night EVER... couldn't breath properly when lying down, so had to sleep sitting up on the couch. omg. i don't know how they do it in anime... they just like... sit down and bang! they're asleep... it took me hours... not fair ;_; haha. i should practice more often. XD

happy things~ chance and his family were supposed to go to court yesterday or something for custody issues, but, last i heard, his dad had dropped the case on friday... hopefully it stayed dropped and he didn't go stealing chance away again. but still, if it's true, then i'm very happy for chance. poor kid is gonna have issues from all this drama, i swear.

unhappy things~ divorce is a worrysome thing. it's touched every one of my elder relatives, except for a couple of my dad's siblings. even those of my own generation are going through abusive marriages and premarital pregnancies and such. i feel like there's a big timer above our heads, counting down the mishappenings until my family too is reached and we are torn apart by changed feelings. i believe in the strength of my parents and in their devotion to each other, but i think that i have to accept their humanity as well and that i have to prepare myself to deal with whatever comes in a positive manner.

GAH. SHOULD HAVE PUT A DRABBLE WARNING. no need to worry, though. just stuff being said by dad's mom... not sure if it's true or if it's just her being herself again. feh! who cares? ima go take a nap.